I’ve been wanting a change since Little Man joined us, returning to work after having him was harder than the first time around. I think it was because I was leaving both of them behind this time, not just one. Doodle hit huge developmental milestones during my leave, and leaving her the second time around was devastating. I wanted to see them do all the cool stuff littles do. I came back to chaos that I couldn’t have imagined, even after being told how bad it was. And I stayed, and I cried. Day after day, leaving my babies. And now, I’ve finally found something interesting and applied. And even reached out for help with who to contact about the position. If I have to leave these babies every day, I want it to be for something I enjoy, not just to bring home a paycheck. Wish me luck!